Sunday was Mya's little brother's mission farewell. So we met up and headed to church. It was fun. He gave a great talk and I got to meet some of Mya's family (and play with LittleMya). I think most of them liked me (although only one of her siblings was there - but she hasn't said anything bad about me yet, which Mya says is a very good sign). Playing with the kids (some cousins) at the house after wore me out though! I am used to being the fun uncle that can show up, rile the kids up, and then leave when I get tired.
On Monday, for Memorial day, I gave Mya a list of potential activities that her and LittleMya and I could do. LittleMya chose a rodeo. It ended up being a lot of fun. LittleMya and I had a lot of fun together; she kept wanting to sit on my lap or sit between Mya and I. I am not sure exactly how much to involve LittleMya in our dating. I want her to get to know me and we definitely have fun playing together. But when she gets tired, she becomes very shy with me and doesn't want me to give her any attention. Mya says it's just her being a 3 year old.
On Thursday, Milo, MrsMilo, LittleMrsMilo, Mya, LittleMya, LittlePlatinum and I went to a baseball game. It was fun (although the kids mostly just wanted to run around on the grass, they didn't care that a baseball game was going on). The kids basically see me as a jungle gym and they are constantly climbing on me. They had a balloon and I ended up blowing it up at least 10 times so that they could each have a turn holding it and letting it go to watch it zip around as the air was released. LittlePlatinum was particularly bratty that night. I really think she doesn't get enough attention at home. But at times, it made me wonder if I have what it takes to be a good father. It definitely made me worry a little about being thrust into fatherhood and whether I could handle it day in and day out. Still, I had a lot of fun with Mya. We have lots to talk about and we already have a bunch of inside jokes.
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